June 17

Today was so nice I went to the hospital with my mother -in -law and we both got to hold the baby. The nusre wasn't to happy about that but to bad. It was the first time for her to hold the baby. She is so tiny I just can't belive it. I hope by next week we can bring her home with us. It's so hard to pump every three hours and not just feed her. Tiarra has only seen her 1 time and I hope tomorrow we can bring her in to see her again. I got to feed Peytan by bottle today and she ate a small amount and the rest was tube fed. But hey at least she ate half the bottle!! Other than that everything is going well.