April 29

Well I officially hate being pregnant and vow to never do it again!!!! I'm so frusterated and noboday understands unless you go through what I'm going through. Thanks for all your support Shannon and listenening to me complain. I know there is only a few more weeks to go but at the same time a few is so far away. I know in the end it's worth all pain and weight gain, but right now I don't see that far. I'm doing everything they tell me and it's still not working. So now the whole frusteration is coming out and me being sad and mad all the time. I think I need to just get away and do soemthing fun. Well thats my exciting day in a bubble.

Friday

Well Fred is gone for the whole weekend! Tiarra is also going away for the weekend. I'm feeling very sad and don't know what to do. I think it's all the hormones of being pregnant. I don't think i've ever cried because Fred has went away. I don't know what the problem is. Maybe it's nerves sending Tiarra to my Dad's house is a big thing as well. Someplace where she has never stayed before and someone she doesn't see very often. Ok I keep telling myself everything is ok. Well thats my day today.

Candle Party

Ok so I'm having a candle party again!! But I'm not having it at my house it will be an open party and you can just look at the books and order from there. No hassles and that way there is no pressure. Please let me know if that works for you and I can drop off some books and possibly the new scents.

April 10

Ok here we go another week. It was so nice to have to whole weekend off. No work, no arguing with dumb men! ( other than Fred) I guess it's a short school week though Easter this weekend. I don't know what I'm going to do with all my extra time. I guess be on here more and see what all you have to say.

Monday!

Well we finally bought a new washer and dryer today!!!! How very exciting for me. They get delivered on Wed. Well thats about all the excitment I can handle.