Well it's been awhile! Last night I went to this thing for Fred, his office did a client appreciation night. While I was getting ready I realized that I was even fatter than I thought and had nothing to wear. I took everything out of of the closet I mean everything and put it in a bag and gave it away. Fred laughed and thought it was funny. There was nothing I there that fits me. The shirts are all to short and tight. So now I own 2 pairs of pants and 4 shirts and 3 of those shirts are maternity shirts. This whole running thing isn't helping me lose weight. It's driving me crazy and I can't take it anymore. I freaking hate being fat!!!!